like, man, i mean woman, it just flies, doesn't it? here it is three weeks later and i haven't kept my public up-to-date at all. i don't know where it all goes, but wherever it is, it all comes down in one huge, very slow fashion when i'm trying to get online with this lousy computer. then it's just la la la, isn't it? doesn't fly worth a damn.
and guess what? the changes are still not done on my website - is that ever going to happen? or is it going to be forever 'posted' as a chore on my refrigerator? why why why? i ask, does everything take so bloody long?
then there's the tunes i want to get up on youtube. but of course first i have to have some kind of visuals organized and then i have to find someone who knows how to do it.
really? i just want to sing.
not organize gigs, or musicians, or audiences, or recording sessions, or the manufacture and distribution and playing of all my cd's. don't want don't want.
just want to sing.
forget the website, forget the blogging and online talking. who has time for that?
i've got to get some money somehow to pay for all these luxuries, don't i? so i have to spend a lot of time earning, and that entails traveling and eating and shopping and cleaning clothes, and, oh, i just can't keep up with all the crap.
and if you want to read a newspaper - well, talk about a luxury!!!
i think i'm changing my mind. even singing seems beyond the something or other.
just want to lie on a beach for a while. then run. then swim. then eat. then sing.
gotta go now. there's something on tv.